At the time I thought I was ok. Now that I have a year behind me I realize that I was numb and surviving. To be honest I was just trying to make it through the day.
During that season I desperately clung to Philippians 4:4-7
"Rejoice in The Lord always. I will say it again: Rejoice! Let your gentleness be evident to all. The Lord is near. Do not be anxious about anything, but in everything, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God. And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus."
I believed those verses with all my heart. Even during that season of sadness and grief, God gave me peace and helped me to rejoice despite the circumstances.
And today, even more so, I believe Him. I believe that even during times of sadness I can have peace and I can rejoice.
During this time of year, despite the hustle and bustle, happiness and sadness, joy and despair...we can rejoice and we can have peace. Let us not forget about the beauty of this season and the things that matter the most. Our love and faith in God, our husbands, our children, our families, and our friends.
Jesus came to earth so that we could have the greatest gift of all. Life everlasting with the creator and giver of life. He also has given us the ability to love deeply, to experience unfathomable joy, and to live life as fully as we can. In giving of ourselves and serving others, He blesses us beyond understanding and continues to do so until the day that He calls us home.
May God bless you and your loved ones this Christmas, with the gifts only He can give.
"Every good and perfect gift is from above, coming down from the Father of the